Paljon onnea vaan
Paljon onnea vaan
Paljon onnea Jenni
Paljon onnea vaan...
It's my birthday. I am 22 today.
I HATE my birthday. Every year, it's the same thing: uncomfortable, awkward, strange... I don't like it at all. I'm usually pretty down, kind of alone, and I always miss my father.
At the same time, I'm always amazed and grateful. When I was 16, I intended to kill myself. So every time a birthday rolls around, I look back at the things that transpired the previous year and I'm grateful I never had the guts to actually end my own life.
So now matter how dark, emo, or suicidal my poetry may be, rest assured I would never actually take my life. No matter what the pain is, it passes. Everything passes in time... cliched? Yes. But it's also true.
I've written 3 poems in the past month or so... I do believe my muse is returning to me. I've missed her.
Thanks for reading, and thank you for the support.
Love Batticus
- Mood:
Neglect - Listening to: The gears inside my head
- Reading: My palm
- Watching: Office Space
- Eating: Screws
- Drinking: Poison